I revisit and replay every scenario – both made up and real – and answer back in a vengeful routine meant to show them (all of them) what was what.
I am the only one hurt in the process.
Our ancestors would dream about hunting raids in order to prepare for the unspeakable – both made up and real – I dream to compensate for a childhood of silence and recollection.
Back then, the dreamt raids were helpful.
Today, they are just self-inflicted torture.