_I don’t want to hear it

I don’t want you to tell me about it. I don’t want or need an account distilled off the raw experience, filtered through the limitations of your experience.

I want to go and do it myself and experience it. Feel it. Enjoy it or not, but do it myself. A second hand account simply won’t do – as interesting as it can potentially be. When I hear it, I just want the Whole Fucking Thing.

I wan’t to work out what is actually needed to get there and get to it. It doesn’t have to be fancy, or perfect.

It just has to be Me that achieves it.