Where I stand right here

By myself

Is exactly how I am:

By Myself

Sin(topping that Self, being God)

The wave recoils in horror

Not

It returns to its predictable,

Mathematical

Empirical sense

Do yourself in

Become God

Finish it all

Prevail Forever

In both scenarios you are completely alone

There’s no longer a Hero

In this story.

The Hero could have never foreseen the actual horrors

The actual challenge

Too foolish to not care

And too daft to care enough

There isn’t a playbook for this ordeal

Just a step after another

Towards Death

Towards Everything

One after another

It’s not something that makes any sense

It isn’t senseless

It is just fucking weird.